Him
I can feel Him tonight. And He is getting closer. The time-line is quickening and my soul is preparing the way. I can feel His quiet confidence, His self-awareness and unassuming nature. The basic laws of attraction state: like attracts like - so I'm not the least bit surprise I would sense Him out there, getting closer. I sense Him in me and coming to fruition.
He is the kind of man who when I show him my stuff He will say:
"Can I hold that for you?" Just for a while, His eyes will offer. I would like to look at it, see what it looks like, feels like, sounds and smells like.
He is the kind of man who when I show him my stuff He will say:
"Can I hold that for you?" Just for a while, His eyes will offer. I would like to look at it, see what it looks like, feels like, sounds and smells like.
"May I?" He'll say.
"Yes." I'll speak peacefully and with every confidence He will treat it with the full respect and courtesy it deserves and then He will take it from me. I'll watch Him hold it and admire it. Listen to it and hear what it has to say and more importantly, what it doesn't have to say. He'll hold it to the light and watch the beams dance within it. Appreciating how they refract inside before playfully exciting from another facet. His kindness will recognize it is holographic in nature, changing it's appearance when viewed from a different perspective. When He is finished He will smile at me lovingly, hand it back to me with the same respect and courtesy He accepted it and say "Thank You."
"May I see yours," I will ask Him, "please?"
"Yes." I'll speak peacefully and with every confidence He will treat it with the full respect and courtesy it deserves and then He will take it from me. I'll watch Him hold it and admire it. Listen to it and hear what it has to say and more importantly, what it doesn't have to say. He'll hold it to the light and watch the beams dance within it. Appreciating how they refract inside before playfully exciting from another facet. His kindness will recognize it is holographic in nature, changing it's appearance when viewed from a different perspective. When He is finished He will smile at me lovingly, hand it back to me with the same respect and courtesy He accepted it and say "Thank You."
"May I see yours," I will ask Him, "please?"
His eyes will twinkle and the light will catch the amber in His iris and He will present it like a prize to be coveted and cherished. And I will. I will hold it to the light and smile like a young child on Christmas morning descending the stairs as though it were his first. I will revel in it's imperfect beauty. Humbled by it's juxtaposed complexity and simplicity. I will not feel a need to comment on it's levity or it's weightiness - for it is as it is to be and no other way. Without indulgence I will return it to Him and offer my gratitude.
"Thank you," I'll say, pausing, "thank you."
This is the Man within me and the Man with-0ut me. He is coming to me and I am coming to Him and somewhere in the middle we will meet - for the first time but not for the first time. For we all know it is not our first time nor will it be our last. As it ends so it begins and as it begins so it ends. This is the beauty and the magnificence. This is the Universe.
I can feel Him tonight and He is getting closer . . .
posted by BigLoveDallas at 10:33 PM
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standing at an internet kiosk in the brisbane airport on a 3-hour layover between darwin and sydney just thinking about you and loving you and pushing myself a little bit every day and missing you and missing everybody and thank you so much for being you and for just ing being and hey do you know what? i love you. a.
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